i’m stalling / lovers are cannibals are lizards are us

Published in In Parentheses

It is cruel that the lovers
of the world are composed

of limbs and pieces
of their former beloved.

Cupid shoots scalpels
and it is hardly a fair trade–

a finger for an eye,
an arm for an amygdala.

It is cannibalistic, really.
To eat is to grow and to be

eaten is to love, and a heart
is full of protein to help

some voracious lover
hold the new appendages

up to their aching
mouth. And don’t

you know that lovers
can be lizards? They

can regenerate their lost
tails and regenerate them

and are often stronger–
it will never be identical,

of course, but it may be
knotted and gnarly and

lovely, and you know
what they say about

the unbridled beauty
and travesty of change.

My dear, I must admit
I fear that I do not have the

muscle to hold this hand
of yours much longer.